Wednesday, April 22, 2009

GETTING OLD LOL




My baby will be 9 in just 2 days - I feel old... If I didn't have Sarah I sure enough would feel old... she brought life back to me after waiting so long between her and Shelby to have another baby, it's like a breath of fresh air. I wish I would/could have enjoyed Hayden and Shelby like that when they were her age... it stinks being a single mom though, and needless to say, I didn't enjoy that time of my life. I'm glad that's all over with, and I look back at it with regret now - regrets over not spending more precious time with my little ones and realizing that they wouldn't be that young for long. Now they think they're all grown up and the only time they want kisses is at bed time! But at least they still want kisses at bed time :) I'll take whatever I can get. Hayden has grown up so fast, and I'm so proud of him. He's had it pretty rough in his short life so far, and against all odds, he's a good kid. Don't get me wrong, he still has his moments, but overall, he's just a little boy that I am very proud of. I know 29 seems young, but as I look back over the last 9 years of my life as a mother, I wish I could go back and edit/undo - lol. Hayden has turned out into a fine young man, in spite of me!!

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